A Prayer
  By Shant Norashkharian
  
   That you may bless and acknowledge
   The first steps of the infant
   Who crawled so long to walk and say
   Amen with his first syllables...

   That tenderly you may reveal
   Your rare presence like a secret
   Shared by lovers who have just met
   To make way for your miracles...

   That you may force creation
   Into channels built with patience
   And defended with fortitude
   In hundred years of solitude...

   That I may wet my feet again
   In the waters of Lebanon
   As the gentle heat of its sun
   Permeates deep in my shoulders...

   That my homeland would never weep
   Or bleed with hate so old and new
   That I may leave these foreign shores
   To patch the wounds and open doors...
 
   That your thunder may never end
   When million lips thirst for raindrops
   And your wise men may never bend
   Under whips of insolent mobs...

   That your prophets may at last learn
   To live without self-destruction
   And above all that we may earn
   A step toward your salvation... 

                                                                                                                                              Arcadia, California                                                                                                       January, 1990

      
     CIVILIZED MAN!
  By Shant Norashkharian
  
   I hear the walk of silent men
   Orange shadows in sinking sun
   Faces as if hit by not one
   But a thousand puzzles undone!

   A procession of thousand souls
   Marching, dancing to ancient sounds
   Long departed, faded and gone
   O the music is dead and gone!

   "What said the earth, we've forgotten!"
   Murmured the rain on the dead leaves
   Of all the trees that were broken
   Like old soldiers with wounds open!

   “What said heaven, we've forgotten!
   Rivers, mountains are now the slums
   Of deformed birds and still-born cubs
   And fish with gills clogged with sulfur!”

   Alas! Alas! Civilized man!
   Thousands of years of sweat and blood
   Billions of births and deaths and wars
   What shall we say if we are asked?
 
   Stars colliding, atoms fusing,
   Galaxies formed to give us homes
   What shall we say is the result?
   Alas! Alas! Civilized man!
 
   I hear the sound of nightingales
   Which have no place to rest and nest!
   "Shame!" Nature roars,  "Bathe it with blood
   The heart that lives in greed and mud!

   Build it with stone the wall of woe
   To hold the floods of tomorrow
   When the skies cough with cancer dust
   And the fires lick the last green sprouts!”
 
    I hear the walk of servile men
   On the cracked soil of toxic lands
  Where once children had played and danced
  And now locusts have multiplied!

   Let mothers mourn and shut their wombs
   Before they greet a darker dawn!
   Alas! Alas! Civilized man!
   What shall we say if we are asked?

     Arcadia, California
May, 1990

      The Caballero
By Shant Norashkharian

He kindles the soul
This Mexican boy
And pants like a whore
As he pulls the strings
Of his love canto...
A cheap rum he drinks
This old amigo
And dances solo
With the flamingo
Then all night he sings
Till the bars spill
With the smells of sweat
And the burrito...
Like magic he plays
This incognito
While he picks his chords
With fat fingernails
And like a bull full
With chile salsa
Bounces at the sight
Of the big bosoms
Of a Latina...
A man with no roots
This viajero
Calls home where he puts
His heavy torso
From birth unto death
A passajero
He follows his boots
Where it fits his moods
This wild gitano...
In talk and in deed
He is a rare breed
This caballero!

Guadalajara, Mexico
July, 1990


The Land Of Waste
By Shant Norashkharian

In red October
              Comes the ruthless wind
To cut the sick leaves
              And to grant their wish
For executions...                       

In this land of waste
The soul cries and weeps
And the soul still prays
And the soul still waits
Like endless summers...

There is no life here
Just a silent drum
Which everyone hears
And walks by its rhythm
And lives by its will...

Day in and day out
The xeroxed faces
In four-wheel boxes
Move East and move West
Move back and move forth...

Day in and day out
The dancing shadows
Of automatons
On concrete runways
Rearrange themselves...

There is no life here
Just an empty dream
Which no one has lived
Promises on screens
And sun-dried feelings...

There is no life here
But fossilized thoughts
And scattered feelings
Like colorless beads
Of a rosary...

In this barren land
I wait with my arm
Stretched like a beggar...
For my poverty
There is no welfare...

In this poisoned land
All the fruits are filled
With the pesticides
And the cattle's meat
With hormones and drugs...

In this land of greed
The taste of the sun
Is forever gone
From the yellow corn
And the cucumbers...

Here the deadly air
Of gases from labs
With five-inch-long names
Hover in the skies
Like patient vultures...

There is no life here
No great men live here
O tomb of my hopes
O killer of songs
Oppressor of minds...

There is no love here
No passion lives here
O womb of my fears
Woman of my tears
And mother of whores...

Here the eagle's wings
Are cut with chain saws
Here the bulbul’s songs
Are drowned by mowers
In this land of woes...

Here the poet's words
Are treated like jokes
Here there are no foes
Just indifferent looks
And some polite words...

In this land of waste
The soul cries and weeps
And the soul still prays
And the soul still waits
Like endless summers...

      Etchmiadzin!..
     Etchmiadzin!...
     Etchmiadzin!...

     Holy!
             Holy!...
             Holy!..

     I live
     To hold your incense in my lungs!

    I live
     To see my people in your heart!

     I live
     To make my music with your bells!


Arcadia, California
October, 1990
         The Poetry Of Shant Norashkharian
From 1988  To 2007
Poems of 1990
I dedicate this page to the great Gustav Mahler, who gave me much strength when I was in great need. May the Lord God bless him forever.
"All that is not perfect down to the smallest detail is doomed to perish."

"Even if people censure me, they should do so hat in hand."

"If a composer could say what he had to say in words he would not bother trying to say it in music."

"It's not just a question of conquering a summit previously unknown, but of tracing, step by step, a new pathway to it."

"May the Devil take this worthless existence."

Gustav Mahler
"Don't bother to look, I've composed all this already."

   Gustav Mahler, to Bruno Walter who had stopped to admire mountain scenery in rural Austria.
The little cottage where Mahler composed some of his greatest works.

"Do you remember still the falling stars
that like swift horses through the heavens raced
and suddenly leaped across the hurdles
of our wishes--do you recall? And we
did make so many! For there were countless         numbers of stars: each time we looked above we           were astounded by the swiftness of their daring               play, while in our hearts we felt safe and secure
        watching these brilliant bodies disintegrate,
        knowing somehow we had survived their fall."

Rainer Maria Rilke